im having a bad day today.
feeling really shit about the accident.
angry that i am not able to do things because of what happened.
angry that im in pain all the time.
ive been told that its normal to feel like this.
i dont see anything normal about it.
every second im in a car i think someone is going to crash into us.
i hate the feeling of panic - my heart races and i cant slow my breathing down.
it takes all the strength i have not to break down and cry.
i try to talk to pete about it but it just doesnt seem to stick
mil thinks im being stupid. sil doesnt understand what the big deal is.
i dont even like thinking about it.
yet i cant stop thinking about it.
i dream about it.
i have flashbacks a lot more.
it has honestly broken me.
i just dont know how to cope with it.
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