"act your age, not your shoe size"

so i have this friend. lets just call her TTC friend.
well TTC friend wants everything that i want.
wedding venues, cots, prams, change tables you name it she wants it.

its actually really annoying and i find myself getting really fired up about it
like i want to do everything first just so it doesnt look like im copying her.

stupid i know. not something a 21yr old should be saying but seriously, get your own life!


we see the same doctor (i was the first one to start seeing her), we're on the same medications,
shes even started on shakes again!

ugh makes me feel like such a child whinging about all of this but i need to get it out


til next time :)

fall amy fly

well we did a bit of moving today.
not nearly as much a i would have liked but oh well.

had a shake for breakfast wasnt the best. tasted really bland and chalky.
which is weird because ive had the brand & flavour before.
craving a cheeseburger from hungry jacks BIG TIME!

cant wait for the fiancé to finish work so i can get snuggles & smooches.

god i love him even though he drives me insane.

well i tried haha

so i was back on the met.

but then i forgot to take it
with work, the kids, the fiance and the psychotic kitten things are pretty busy around here
i know i should be taking it every day.

ive decided to go back on meal replacement shakes. it worked well last time got my weightloss started.
i'll be doing a shake for breaky, soup for lunch and lamb, steak, chicken breast, fish
& salad/steamed veg for dinner.

ive gained 42 kg in the last 2 years, not something im happy with. i do blame the contraception i was on
as i didnt change my eating habits/excercise so its really the only culprit (well maybe the diet&excercise didnt help a whole lot either)

i want to lose weight for the wedding & so we can start TTC when the boys start school.



til next time :)