wide awake.

I'm bored.
When I get bored I usually get into mischief. Kind of like a toddler, but worse.

I'm pissed off.
The same things keep happening even though I try to change them, they always stay the same.

It's so frustrating.

I sat alone in the car for nearly 6 hours tonight. I miss being able to be alone, doesn't happen often with twins & a fiancé. Oh and the psychotic cat.

I'm bored.
I'm pissed off.
I'm wide awake.

Not a good combination.

we fall down so we can learn how to get back up

Been watching Batman for most of the afternoon after the boys prep transition.

They are at their nans tonight & tomorrow because everyone is working. They love being with her and she loves having them which is good.

Hurt my back putting on pants yesterday so Im a bit grumpy and easily upset, doesn't help that I am so physically drained at the moment so all I want to do is cry or sleep.

Started getting ovary pains about 5 minutes ago which isn't helping haha I'm even more grumpy but Pete understand and has been heating up my heatpack and bringing me coffee :)

can't wait to go to bed & just snuggle up and be with him. sometimes I feel like I'm 3 people; the twin's mum, Pete's fiancé and then me. I hardly find a time where I can be all 3 at once. Don't know if any other mums feel like this but I definitely do.

Til next time :)


Oh and a cute pic